Shining

My handsome boy... 

My smile-to-go. 

My fulltime energy refill..

I'm so sad... 

You know? I would've given everything to see you right in front of me for once. 

I would've paid so much money, would've travelled so far. 

But I wasn't lucky enough. 

The tickets were completely sold out in less than five minutes.. I wanted to cry. 

Of course, I was happy for my friends who were able to go see you. 

But I was so disappointed. 

I really, really wanted to see you and the boys so bad, it broke my heart a little that it just wasn't possible. 

You're still travelling all around the world and I don't want to be greedy. 

But it hurts.. Even if it sounds crazy and desperate, but it hurts so bad..

I really hope you come back here soon and give the people who couldn't come a second chance to at least try..