There seem to appear more moments in my life, where I question the meaning of everything around me. I'm trying so hard to please everyone, that it drives me insane every now and then. I'm overthinking everything that people say to me, I can't even breathe because my head seems to start hurting whenever I try to understand what's going on. I'm getting more numb day by day and don't even know what's my f*cking problem. It's so tiring. I'm tired all the time but can't find the sleep that I desperately need. Everytime I'm tired my head starts to show me everything that went wrong in my life. I get flashbacks and start crying, until I can't cry anymore. When people ask me what's wrong, I only tell them that I don't know. I just don't f*ckin' know.. I can't anymore.. It hurts too much..
"I'm tired of hurting this much.."
