8/20/2016

I'm a loser, loner..


Honestly, I’ve never fit in with the world
I was always alone
It’s been a long time since I’ve forgotten about love
I can’t listen to hopeful love songs anymore
You and me both
We’re just sad clowns, tamed and scripted
I’ve come too far. I'm coming home.
I wanna go back to when I was young..

At some point I started looking
at the ground more than the sky.
It’s hard even to breathe.
I hold out my hand
but no one holds it. I’m a

Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you’re
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars.
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I’m a..

It’s a cycle of girls and mistakes – Love them for
one night – And hate them when morning comes
Can’t own up to it. Because of my selfish pleasure
Everything is being ruined – Can’t stop this
dangerous full speed run – Now I have no interest, no
fun anymore – I’m standing alone at the edge of a
cliff. I’m going home
I wanna go back to how it was before..

At some point
I’ve gotten scared of people’s eyes.
I’m sick of crying so I tried smiling
But no one recognizes me. I’m a

Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you’re
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I’m a..

I curse the blue skies.
Sometimes I wanna lay it all down.
I want to say good bye..
When I stop wandering at the end of this road
I hope I can close my eyes without regrets..

-BigBang (Loser)-